I will not even pretend to know what the future holds for my family. We have had the craziest roller coaster of a life for the last two months. I have been so busy I have not had time to update any of it and to tell you the truth I don't even know where to begin. I have been in Texas for almost two months and much like everywhere else there are good things and bad things.
#1 bad thing is that Don is not here. He brought the kids out at the end of May, but had to go back to California for work last week. I miss him so much. If there is one thing I have learned from this experience it is that I totally adore my family and don't want to be anywhere that they aren't.
#2 bad thing is that Don has not gotten any closer to getting a job out here. That really defeats the purpose of moving to somewhere you can give your kids a better life, if you can not even provide any life. Because we don't know if he will have a job I am too scared to sign a lease anywhere, so we have been staying in an extended stay hotel. Boo! (That's all I have to say about that!)
#3 bad thing is the bugs are eating me alive! Over 20 mosquito bites on my legs, I look like I have leapercy!
#1 Good thing is Sea World! I have loved every day. Today I gave a sting ray tour and then got to spend 30 minutes playing with the older rays in the back pool. The older rays are target trained and I got to practice with a Spotted Eagle Ray. Over and over she returned to my hand target and I got to feel her soft nose snuggle my hand. I am in love. So many people ask me what my favorite animal at the park is and I think I have finally found her.
Although there is a dolphin named Kai whose birthday is one day after mine and he plays peek-a-boo with me and follows me around dolphin cove, so he certainly holds a special place in my heart.
And there is also a brand new baby sea lion that is super cute. Maybe I can have several favorites! I have learned so much and met so many great people. I feel like I do what I was meant to do my whole life, or at least getting closer to it. Education is so amazing when you get to teach people who want to learn and when you know you are making a positive impact on everything around you. My bosses rock! Within the first week I was working at dolphin cove my supervisor told me I was ready to test up to the next level. Now I am giving tours and animal presentations and still learning so much.
Sadly though, without Don having a job here, this dream will have to come to an end and we will most likely go back to California. No regrets though, it has been a great adventure full of lessons and experiences. We will never wonder what if because we have given it our best shot. Sea World has mesmorized me and inspired me and I am grateful for each day I have been able to be a part of the education and conservation team. I have a new outlook on just how much I don't know and am eager to learn as much of it as I can. There is nothing better than someone telling you that they learned more from me in one day than they did all during high school. Even though I know it isn't true, it still makes me feel good.
So here is to the best job in the world and how I wish it paid as much in money as it does in experiences... but I guess you can't have everything.